Random torture

He came into my life and put me under his spell

Drawn to him from the 1st glance, the 1st brush of hands, the 1st kiss… I was immediately enthralled by everything he had to offer. Even if everything was nothing it was still worth it because it was from him. I over looked things that I normally wouldn’t, dealt with words I knew were lies, felt weak from kisses I knew were false. Until one lie was big enough to help me let go. & I did. But he was relentless. He wanted to be back in my life… and like a dumbass I let him back in. Back to the same ol thing… My heart aches but I can’t seem to let him go. Wtf is wrong me????